Chapter 79 - A Clash of Beliefs

Visiting my friend Noah in the hospital was supposed to be a comforting gesture, but it quickly spiralled into something I wasn’t prepared for. Noah, a devout Muslim, had been admitted for a serious medical condition, and when I arrived, I was stunned by what I saw.
The hallway outside his room was packed with people—family, friends, and members of his mosque—all waiting to offer their support. The gestures of solidarity and love were profound. Many of them had even offered Noah one of their kidneys if it came to that. Their faith and selflessness were awe-inspiring, and it reminded me of what it meant to have a real community backing you.
It was in that moment of admiration and gratitude that I decided to open up about my own faith.
With all the goodwill in the room, I thought maybe this was the right time to share my perspective. Surely, they would be open-minded, right?
Wrong.
The moment I mentioned ZetaTalk, it felt like the temperature in the room dropped. Conversations stopped, heads turned, and before I knew it, I was surrounded by Noah’s visitors, all looking at me like I’d claimed the earth was flat.
“Zeta what?” someone asked, their tone loaded with disbelief.
One man outright laughed, while another muttered, “That’s insane.”
Their questions came fast and sharp—about logic, proof, sanity—and none of them were genuine inquiries. It was a barrage meant to break me down.
I tried to explain myself, but every word out of my mouth seemed to make things worse. I felt cornered, mocked, and completely out of place. It was frustrating beyond words. They had their truth, tight-knit and fiercely protected—and maybe that’s why mine felt so alien. Still, I wish they’d let me speak it.
Luckily, I had a copy of The Moon with me. In desperation, I pulled it out and started reading passages aloud, hoping to find some common ground.
At first, they listened, but it didn’t last. A few polite nods were as close as I got to being taken seriously before they moved on, brushing me aside entirely. The moment was over before it had even begun.
I left the hospital feeling hollow. What had started as a profound moment of faith and care for Noah had turned into a rejection of my own beliefs. Their dismissal stung more than I wanted to admit.
Driving home, I couldn’t help but replay the experience in my head. Maybe I’d been naive to think they’d listen. Maybe ZetaTalk wasn’t something they were ready for.
Still, the truth mattered to me—even if no one else saw it yet.
It gets worse.
After months of silence, a WhatsApp message from Noah lit up my phone—no preamble, no catching up, just a cascade of Islamic propaganda videos. Familiar territory now. Nasheed music overlaid with dramatic Arabic narration, bullet points about submission, paradise, fear. I sighed. I’d already made space for his world once. I’d walked into that hospital room, ready to connect, ready to share faith. I’d seen the rejection in their eyes, heard the quiet mockery. I’d left hurt, but hopeful. This felt different. This felt like a lecture.
So I clapped back.
I replied with a ZetaTalk video—narrated in my own voice. My voice. Calm, clear, passionate. Not some anonymous YouTube narrator. Me. A transmission to the stars, through my vocal cords, about something I believed in deeply. I wanted him to see me—not a conversion project, not a lost soul to be retrieved from the rubble—but a human being with a worldview just as real, just as sacred.
His reply came quickly.
"Delusional."
One word. Cold. Surgical.
I didn’t flinch. I’d been called worse.
"Please respect my religion mate," I responded.
"But fallacy cannot constitute a religion I don’t think… Don’t find it intellectually rigorous but rather regressive,"he shot back.
Regressive. He didn’t say it with curiosity. He said it with finality. Like a judge slamming the gavel.
I didn’t try to be gentle after that.
"I’ve written a book about it and your narrow-mindedness is already in it—I’d send it but you’re too closed-minded to read it."
He tried again to swat it away.
"It’s sadly a non-starter."
That was it.
I stared at those words and felt something crack—not with anger, not even with sadness. It was clarity.
We weren’t debating ideas. This wasn’t about curiosity. This was about hierarchy. His beliefs were real, mine were fiction. His god was truth, mine was a glitch. His community offered kidneys, mine offered downloads. And in his eyes, that made me less.
I made the decision right there.
No more explaining. No more hoping for respect where it wasn’t offered. I didn’t need his approval. I didn’t need another verbal volley. I needed distance. I needed peace.
So I messaged one final time.
"I wish you well, Noah. But I think it’s best we part ways here."
I hit send and felt it. The severing. Not just of a friendship, but of a weight I hadn’t realised I was carrying.
The silence that followed didn’t hurt this time.
It healed.